巴牧的深山

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery



I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far



Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid



I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with



I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing



Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you



> by Kelly Clarkson

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Men are not the God, but sometimes we pretend that we are.

The worse thing is that we "hurt" people in the name of "love,"

  in the name of "God."

That really confuses me a lot .  .  .  .   .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .   .